Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Song Birds and Butterflies

Such a long drive 
I'm getting too old for this 
Out to the high desert 
To visit friends

Beautiful
Seeing the backs of the mountains 
Covered in snow 
Looking up from 
The sandy desert floor 
Joshua trees. 
Raise their arms 
To the sky

And we drive by 
The skunk works 
Some sort of place 
Where mysterious things are made

There are war planes and rockets 
Out for display
Spy planes and 
Bomb droppers 
Propped up in the desert 
Looking like sculpture 
Such things 
Having been the livelihood 
Of many of my friends 
And family

This one flew in such and such 
War
How many innocents 
Were killed 
By these 
And what 
I wonder 
Do they have 
Now-
What has been created 
Since ?

The technology 
Is mind numbing-
All a bunch of
Nuts and bolts 
Hurtling through
The atmosphere

Some very brave people
Flew these things 
Some very, very brave pilots
Willing to push "the" button
If they were told to

To unleash the wrath
Of mythical gods 

On the heads of 
Children
And kittens-
Song birds 
And butterflies 

It's an interesting place -
This worlld. 

Saturday, March 8, 2014

Love

Love is not for those 
- faint of heart
It is so uncompromising 
It demands of us-
All of us
It takes no prisoners-
It takes us all prisoner

It is maybe something 
We should have 
None of-
It is maybe 
Why
We are here

The rest of life runs 
Before it-
Runs
From it-
It is 
A mystery

The beloved appears 
From nowhere 
And steals our heart 
And our sanity 
We don't know why,
-we have little choice 
In the matter 

There are lessons here
Things to do 

Something wonderful-

 to begin 
To get out of 
Our own 
Way


Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Midtown

Midtown 
Coffee house
Serving medicinal caffeine 
     And bran muffins

Playing old songs 
Through a computer...
Locals chattering on

Where did the time 
Go?
These songs are not 
Old

I remember just 
Thinking
I need to learn to
Play that one 

Just the other 
Day
But life 
Got in the way. 

Now I limp 
A little
As I begin
The walk to the 
Coffee shop

Wondering if the bucket 
List 
Will outlast me

Considering with sorrow
All I wanted to do 
All those dreams
Full of wonder 

Reminding myself to 
Remember 
All the wonderful things 
I have done. 

And something-
Something wonderful 
Yet to
     Come


Saturday, March 1, 2014

Day Trip

A day away 
A day to walk
A day to see the streams run 
Which have been dry 
For a long time
In south California 

Wild flowers will wake up
Small birds will call
And I will remember how 
I am a part of it all


Thursday, February 27, 2014

Dear Mr Buffett

Dear Mr Buffett
Before u go 
Could u please
Leave me a billion
Or so...

I'm sure everyone asks u this
U must get tired of it
U've worked so hard for it!

What would my credentials be,
My resu-me?

It's here I stumble 
It's here I fail 
For I know the most 
     Unworthy
Pale before me 
     -on a good day

I struggle to keep 
     The goldfish fed 
Plants watered-

But I do not 
     Give up-
That's one thing 
I don't do

I write this from 
The dentist chair 
My mouth all full 
Of goo

For it seems that I try so hard 
So seriously -
So sincerely -
     That my poor teeth
      R feeling the brunt
Of it 

Support for poets !!
This is an art
     They say...

Putting into words
The verities/ 
Vulgarities 
Of life 

And then there's 
The 600$$ dentist bill
I'll have to 
Pay




Psychology

Having always 
Wanted to meet myself

Let me know 
If you see me...

Walking down a road
Or some other place 
Let me know if you see my face 

She will be a bit
     Bewildered
Gravely disappointed...

But looking up 
To hills for
The one- from
Which comes
Our help

She feels she has 
     Been 
Promised this-

She feels someone
     Must know-

She reads the books
She hears the talks
She wonders 
And she walks

Through the little 
     Neighborhood
No dogs to go along-
     Long gone

The best friends 
     Of this life-
Why don't humans
Get along
As well

If you see her 
Let me know

She's looking 
For her self

-they say
Everyone
Has one-

Coffee

It is a day for which coffee
Is necessary...

My plans have all
Gone awry

Rumi says 
Without stomping 
There would be no wine

Grapes must be squashed, 
     Smashed and 
          Pulverized. 

What is this wine?
And where
     Can I 
          Get some ??