Saturday, August 16, 2014

Recommendations

Tango dancing last evening 
Latte this morning 
One would think I lived in 
     Paradise 
     Here . . .

Very scary and invasive 
Medical test coming up 
And how 
To pay for it ???

Paradise is balanced by 
     Other things 
So they say 
     Is the way -

Taoists believe 
That the center of things
Is the best place 
To be 

But the winds of change 
Blow a gale 
Sometimes 

So to bend like 
Bamboo
And not to break
Would be the thing 
To do 

Within the moment 
Is contained 
The flitting butterfly 
The ocean breeze 
The lack of things 
To do 
Today 

The seasons change 
Autumn
Is just 
Beginning here 
(Gotta get the old heater fixed) 
But I must remember this 
This moment 
This way of being 
Has more to recommend it 
Than most 


Thursday, August 14, 2014

Summertime

Sitting In Lowes 
(Store) 
On their lawn furniture 
Padded nicely. 
Potted plants nearby 
Free wifi 
Air con. 
Nice music playing 
No complimentary coffee 
     Anywhere 
Probably just as well

Summer umbrellas 
     On sale 
And so it goes 
     Signs of autumn 
In the air. 

We do 
     What we can 
To get by. 

Monday, August 4, 2014

Music

There's a sadness 
     To the air 
When you're not 
     Here 

The air itself 
     Is melancholy -
It hasn't got you 
     To wrap itself 
Around 

And the ground -
It hasn't got you 
Walking on it -
It is lonely for your 
Footprints 

The chair 
Wonders where 
     You are 
The arms -
And the footrest -

The empty 
Wine glass 
On the shelf -

We all cry 
And listen to 
Andrea Bocelli 
Pour his heart out 
With symphonic 
Backing 

I need 
Symphonic help here 
Some timpani 
Some conductor 
     To tell me what to do 
With such feelings  

I am new to the world 
     Of great 
Music 

dancing lessons

dancing lessons 
     at my age...
give me a break 
     i resist 
     i give myself all the reasons
     i don't want 
          to go 

some young 
     whipper-snapper 
thinks i'm going to remember 
     all of this??

but actually 
it's fun... 
     i surprise myself 
     with trying - 
this is something 
     i've never done 

co-operated...

been positive 

tolerated 
     type A
     types 
Telling me 
What To Do !!!

maybe 
life would've been 
easier 
if 

maybe if 
i hadn't fought 
-tooth and nail-
against 

maybe i could have just 
gone with the flow 
maybe 
once !

but then 

you 

never met 
my mother 

Saturday, August 2, 2014

The Line

The line comes closer. 
God bless the line 
It is very fine 
A fine line 

It is the line between 
     Reality and dream
It is our sacred space 

If we drink too much 
     We have crossed the line 

If we believe 
     Too sincerely 
We have frozen the line 
     In time 

If we talk too much
     We can't listen 
At all 

If we are too silent
No one knows 
Who we are 

Maybe just 
As well . . .

Find the line 
In each instance 
There is an invisable
Boundary -
An invisable 
Direction -
Which turns 
At the border

There are border guards 

Beware. 



Monday, July 28, 2014

Community Garden

So now there's a community garden. . .
- And I can't get it done around here -
But it's up on a hill -
And so pretty 
And friends will 
Be there 

Oh my god! 
Community - that -
     Means people -
     "Other" people 
And I the hermit 
(Traditionally) 
Will have to 
     Deal with 
People -
    " Other "
People -

I've never been 
     Good at this 
Not raised by people 
Who were any good at 
     It -

Isolation meant 
     Survival -
Distrust, hiding, and 
     Fear 

So now maybe 
I find another way -

I walk out my door -
- Fortify myself with 
     Starbucks -
And a cookie -
Oatmeal ( can't be all that bad 
     For ya ) 

I watch my paranoia
I wash it in the breeze 
On that hill 
Maybe I learn to trust 
     Someone 
Maybe I learn to 
     Let it go 

Maybe Mother Mary will 
     Come to Me
( Beatle's song, Let It Be ) 
I used to sing that in "church"
But she wouldn't let it be -
At all . . . 
Had to control everything 
Including my song -
So I left 

And now something 
Else 
They say. . .
The next thing comes 
Around 
For us to learn from 
And when we've learned 
It leaves 
Until we're done -
And then -
We 

Get washed 

In the eternal breeze  . . .

Monday, July 21, 2014

Plans

"Man makes plans and 
The Gods laugh" 
So -
I must be a major 
Source of amusement 
     For them. 

Hopefully I'll get some credit 
For this . . . 

I had planned to be much more rich,
     Healthy, and beautiful 
Than this 

Or 

Dead by now 

Depending on what sort 
Of day it is 

Wondering "what the heck" 
Is wrong with this 
Picture 

Knowing there are people 
In war torn countries 
And I am happy I'm not -
But
Still there is this yearning 
This unsettled way of wanting 
Something more 
Something 
Spiritual . . .

Eventhough I know how to 
Go there 
It takes doing 
"There in lies the rub"