Tuesday, January 13, 2015

pray for me

can't sleep
wondering
was it you
again
?
slashing tires -
damaging -
terrorizing
again

what to do
now that you
may have struck
again

dare i go
where i want to
go

will you be there
waiting
to damage
something
like my
sanity -
my
sense of
safety
and -
right to
exist

others don't believe
oh no
not him

oh yes!
and
others besides
me . . .
have seen
this side
of him

the court
has decided you
are guilty -
you
don't seem to
listen

i still am left looking
at security camera pictures
and asking friends
to pray
for me









Monday, January 5, 2015

Waiting

Waiting 
Waiting 
In a waiting room 
     Waiting 

Two televisions on 
With commercials 
And 
Endless news 

Nice decor 

Waiting still 
     Waiting 

Earplugs in. 
To 
Help a bit 
(Can still hear) 
Commercials -
And endless 
News. 

About who shot 
Who -

Why must we fight 
So ? 

Why must I volunteer 
To help a friend ?
Endless drive 
     In heavy LA traffic 
And waiting 
Did I mention 
     Waiting 

Why am I 
always the
      "nice guy"

Do I need to learn 
To cease 
Being taken 
     Advantage of ?

And then - I - drive 
     Home 
Through endless, aggressive 
     LA traffic 

I should be thankful,
I know 
That this body 
Is not the one 
On the table 

Such is the fate -
Such is the way of -
Relationships between 
     Old people 

You drive me to mine 
I'll drive you to yours 

But mine was in town 
Yours is to heck and back 

Doctors appointments 
And procedures 
     Unmentionable 


Still 

Waiting




Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Perspective

There is 
     Sitting 
In the garden

There is 
     Listening -

- Time of 
     Year -

Sounds of birds -
     Sound of distant 
          Road -

It's a new year 
     Tonight !!

This year 
       I don't feel 
          So
     Depressed
          About
          It - ? - 

Partly,
          It's you -
     The Mad
          Professor,
     The Mad
          Scientist,
 - my dear -

Partly it's been
     Counseling -

And then 
     There was
          That

Last 
     Samadhi

Offering a new 
     Perspective -

On
     Ego
          Mind . . .








Sunday, December 28, 2014

Organizing Heaven

New phone 
New buttons 
Remember old 
     Password
( yeah, right) 
Look up old password
Download new app. 

Whatever happened to 
     Paper and 
          Pencils 
With no buttons 
And no 
Passwords 

The world is getting 
Together 
As we all look at little screens 
And talk to each other 
Instantaneously 
Across oceans
     With the speed of 
     Light 

Maybe we can share 
     The light 
Those of us who believe 
That it is better to talk 
Than 
     To fight 

No one in my mother's 
     Generation 
Would have 
Believed 
     It true

She used to talk about how 
Airplanes and cars and telephones
And tv 
Had been invented in her lifetime

We may all count our blessings 
That she was never quite able 
To tell the world 
What to do. 
Because -
I am sure she 
Would have 

And even more surprising -
The fact that she felt 
She had a right to -
And knew 
Better than 
All the rest of us 

May she rest in peace 

For I know she has a big 
     Job to do 
-organizing heaven !

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

Conviction

Look back 
Look within 

All the silliness 
     Of this world 
Will keep on 
      Spinning 

I'm sure 
    Of that 
Of that 
     I am convinced 

Sunday, November 30, 2014

Lunch

And the sky blew away 
That Day 

The deer walk quietly by 

The light rain falls 
And I 
Find 
Exist 
Not at all 

Everything they ever said 
Everything I've ever read 
About 
The existence of 
Space and time 
Here and mine 
Seems to be so true 
There really is no u 
At a time like this
All that is, is this 
This moment in time 
This energy rise-
and blowing out 
The top of ones
Head 

Now what -
I wonder 
Will all this do -
To a life -
To a person -
What does one do 
With infinity 
And love -
Who is there left 
To do anything with it 
And yet 
We must 
Go on 

In joy we 
Go 
To lunch 

Thursday, November 20, 2014

Cookies

I always say . . .
I will take these cookies 
And they will 
Last all week 

I will measure them out 
So many each day 
And have great willpower 
About it

I hesitate to mention 
how many times 
I have had this same plan . . .

I hesitate to admit 
That now, on the first day 
Of contemplation 
There are only 
     A few left 

And those will do 
For 
After dinner 

However I do not despair 
About this 
For in my great wisdom 
I know -
     That
I have 
     Lots more things 
Of so much greater importance 
     To despair 
Much more deeply 
     About