sometimes

sometimes
it seems like we get lost
at least
I do
I forget what's important
and am too upset
over little things
upset
driven crazy
not knowing what to do

why

did this life
not come with an
instruction booklet
something that would
say
which button to push
and when
to push it
which
setting to set
and how to set it

but
then
it would probably have been
a bad translation
like those pieces of furniture
I have endeavored to put together
tab A going here
and B is lost somewhere
under the couch
and the cat is sitting on the directions
and the dog ran away with the spoon
it's been that kind of a day
it's been that kind of a life
and I am not apologizing
anymore-
past caring-
doing my best
going to be 60
yea gads!

let's go watch the news
that'll help