Wednesday, April 22, 2015

The Return

Tomorrow 
I go -
I return to the life 
I live 
With 
None of my problems solved 
And 
Mail piled up behind 
The door 

I have a few new 
Resolutions
Like 
Don't let it get 
     To me 

Sit and contemplate
     Just 
     Because

Remember what is 
Really important 
And don't 
Let others distract me from 
My life's great purpose 

Which is 
To sit 
And contemplate
The truely great questions 
Which transcend
Even language 
And mentation

Those questions which become 
Oneness
And therefore 
Disappear 
All together

Astounding!

I have come here 
To discover the 
Infinite 

I valiantly begin 
And I am on the doorstep of 
Possible enlightenment 
When

I am told to
Leave 
This shrine -
Which is Dedicated to 
Meditation -
Because 
There will be a class 
Now -
About 
Meditation . . .

I arise 
And stumble out 
The world spinning 
Around me 
From my 
Quick retreat -
My heart pounding 
From the sudden effort 
Of arising from a zero point

This place is so 
Like that 
So many things so 
Misunderstood 

I am not even 
Astounded
Anymore